Today was bad as usual. I don't like to stay bad like this... *sigh* I just started seeing the beauty of "practice" so I can't expect to have noticeable changes very fast.
It was fun listening to other people play. I could hear and feel what is pleasant & what is lacking... but when I play it myself, it always sound awful. Am I bored with the exam pieces already? Also, maybe it was nervousness, when my teacher is there, I would play more worse then usual...
AHH. Let it be.
Just keep on practising! JUST KEEP ON PRACTISING!